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[07 Mar 2006|08:43am] |
Weekend update...im bored and in mr press's class so with the time i have i shall update. Friday night was fucking sweet, Steves show was on friday so we headed down and watched the bands and then he played. After the show which by the way was amazing me steve spencer and heather went to dennys for 2 am food. who knew denny's was open all night?? After that we went to the after party for rockwells release. *jenna smells* (shes sitting beside me ) After the party We went home and stayed up till 5 fell asleep and his mom was up at 5 30 hence no sleep was achieved. We took the bus downtown to catch the Johnny Truant show which was fucking amazing. We left early though because the gorgeous is playing soon in brampton and the Cancerbats fucking suck. Saw the lovely Brooke there and Alexisonfire were there which was sweet. We took the bathurst bus up all the way home and then pigged out all night. Next day got up early got ready and didnt realize the show was so early..... Thanks to Brownie we headed downtown right away where we met up with jeret and greg. Waited outside of the venue for god knows how long sooo cold out brrrrrr. Got into line with Brownie and Dan which was sweet cause i havnt seen brownie in so long. So lots of people i knew which was nice. The show itself was pretty sweet. I love haste the days new singer oh man amazing. Between the burried and me were sweet they were wayyy better last time. Everytime i die were awsome as usual. Bleeding through were pretty sweet but not as good as how i used to like them. Kids were going nuts and even selvin was tearing up the pits. Came home and ate foood yum. steve slept over again i love sleeping next to this boy ... mmmmm. School monday was sweet did nothing as usual, steve went to work then i picked him up after school. We went to buy a 360 cause they had one left so i drove all the way down there but roads blocked on highway 7 so after walking for miles from where i parked we find out they sold the last one 10 minutes before we walked in. REDICULOUS. Oh well well get one and play it till we cant play it no mores. Hehe.
Sweet weeking .... infact the last year has been filled with so much fucking fun its unbeilvable.
~sam
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The weirdest thing happened today......
My brother wasn't feeling well so I went to buy food for him at Subway. When I walked in i was waiting patiently and the guy infront of me smiled... so i in turn smiled back. He said what are you getting so i told the man and he told the cashier to charge him for it. I said sir thats nice of you but im ok and i proceeded to hand him back money. He walked to the exit turned around winked at me and said pass it on. I felt like i was in that movie pay it forward. Just when i think all of humanity has gone to shit with stupid bombings and murders and bcakstabbing i get a complete stranger buying me a meal. At first i thought it was a creepy man trying to pick me up but when he said pass it on the way he did, i realized he wanted me to do a good deed for someone else.( which i certaintly intend on doing) I write this in here to encourage my friends and whoever reads this to as well do a nice deed like that one. It was a complete shock that brightened up my entire day and put a bit of light back into my views on society.
<3
Sam
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[29 Jan 2006|11:02pm] |
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Last night was undescribable. No words to describe just how happy that made me feel. How loved I felt and how i never want moments like that to end.
This weekend was sweet. Finished both exams on thursday so i was free for the rest of the week. Thursday i drove down to hillcrest and down to futureshop yay for shopping. Friday went to colossis shopping centre for more shopping :P... i love having a boyfriend thats just as girlie as i am. Satreday i worked during the day. At night I drove Steve, Lori and greenberg to the putting edge and we went on a double date for golf. I came in second place damn that Lori and her good golfing *shakes fists* Came home at 11 just in time to have birthday cake. Spent the night with steve (speechless) i still cant figure out how i was so lucky to get that boy. Hmm. Sunday err today was awsome. Woke up for day after moms birthday for a brunch mmmm banana bread all you can eat. We came home stuffed passed out for 5 hours on my bed and woke up to watch movies. Tomorrow is downtown fun :)....
Hope everyones weekend was just as good as mine.
Later days
~sam
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[17 Jan 2006|12:01am] |
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My brother is sick ... therefore sammy is major sad. Stressed with work... but realized she has awsome freinds... and a boy freind that will travel in the late night in the freezing cold to fall asleep beside her .. this equals one happy panda... well sad happy... you know what i mean.
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[04 Dec 2005|01:17pm] |
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Friday was super sweet. The day started out with waking up to my lovely Stephen beside me and then he was off to work :( At noon i got together with good old Greenberg and we had fun catching up and buying paint. Mmm hot chocolate. I get a call from Mike and leave Dan's house to go back and get ready for the show but i had no time so while walkinhg back i had to run to the mall where mike came and picked us up. It sucked i looked like ass but thats what you get when you dont get ready and roll out of bed blahhhhhhh. We travleed downtown and we split up so i could go buy food and search for presents. Oh how i love christmas time. We took the 501 street car to the opera house.. its weird how i have been to that venue almost 10 times in one month ahhh. When we got there the line up was 3279834987 billion time slong so i do what i do all the time smush your way in to a crowd of people and act cute like you were standing there the whole time. When we got in i ran in to the first familiar face ( brooke) whom i have not seen since we saw 40 year old virgin :p. Then i ran into Steven ( not mine another from brampton) who ended up beingw ith someone i did not care to talk to. Anywho about the show He is Legend were fucking amazing dear god how i love their singer ( jesus look alike err bert mcracken/??). I saw them in july with eighteen visions but i was oblivious at that one. Haste the day werenta s good as last time there was no energy perhaps because jimmy is leaving ? But nonetheless they played an awsome set. Then FFTL i was a foot away from the supreme hotness of Matt Good *drools* but hes not as hot as Steve so i kept cool haha. The basists alecia simmons ? was hot too shes dating mikey way so i figured MRC was there too and they were. All in all sweet show. Saw people i wanted to see and some that i didnt. Saw three awsome bands and had a good night.
Saterday was sweet i went shopinga t Vaughan mills.. mmm subs dear god im a food whore i eat and eat where does it go :0.
Now i await Steve to get off work so we can go frollic yay.
Later days
~sam
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[12 Nov 2005|08:33pm] |
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Well its Saterday evening and i am contently at home. I thought i would take the time to write in my dear diary because Steve is writing lyrics. The past week was really fun. I went to the Dillenger and Between the Burried and Me show on Wednesday it was pretty sweet. Met some new people there and others i already knew. I thought Steve and I wouldnt have tickets but we ordered them last minute. It was a pretty sweet show even though i really wanted to see he Blood Brothers. I forgot just how sweet dillenger is live. The show ended late so we got a lift home from Dan and didnt get home till 1:30 or later. Me and Steve went streight to bed. I got up at 7 and went to school came home and slept then went driving, went back to school where steve came and watched movies in class, then after school we had to leave right away to get down to the Chariot show. That show was absolutely amazing. So many random things happend. Some girl that i thought was cute came upa nd told me i was :S. i ran into FeFe Dobson and got into a fight hahahaha. Some kid got knocked the fuck out in the pit. I surprsied steve with a sweet shirt. Walked back in the cold and when we got in we cuddled all night. It was cute. Friday was nice and restful from having no sleep for two days i stayed in and watched movies with Steve of course. Today i rested and cleaned cause no one was home and steve was at work. Met him at the mall when he was done and went searching for clothes. Played with my puppy. Ate a lot of food. and now i am about to go out for a night on the town im craving hot chocolate that shall be my new mission perhaps those new hot smoothies mmm caramel.
This week looks sweet though tuesday anniversary <33333, wednesday i get to give greenberg beats :) shows coming up soon and oh the fun.
Later Days
~sam sam
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[06 Nov 2005|09:31pm] |
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What an awsome weekend full of Mortal Kombat, Brownies, and Steve. Oh and Goof Troop. Im the happiest little girl in the world.
Later Days
~samson
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[25 Oct 2005|11:24pm] |
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Today was soo good. It's one of those days that goes by so fast but ends up being so memorable in the weirdest of ways. (to note i really like these kind of days.) I started off with school and since i have a spare and lunch in the morning i came home showered cleaned and relaxed. I had set designe after school and Ms currie bought us dohnuts and i won two things; yummy chocolate and some cat in the hat key chain which might i add is kick ass. Steve met me at 5 30 and we walked home together. Played with my puppy for a bit and ate subs mmm that sweet onion sauce *drools*. Doris called from the AILD and Slipknot show and let us listen to AILD which were fucking incredible it came through so good on the phone oddly enough. That was cool but on a lighter note we ate pizza and cuddled so it was a very goodnight though we were sad we couldnt be at the show due to lack of funds. AILD will come back soon enough and well go see them. Lighting candles and cuddling is cute dear me im getting to be a hopeless romantic. In other words I LOVE STEVE. as you havn't guessed already.
I'm so happy for all my freinds lately they are all getting what they want and i couldnt be happier enough for them. Everything seems just in place which is so good.
Very Very Happy Panda.
I JUST LOVE THE FEELING WHEN YOU CAN"T STOP SMILING EVEN IF YOU TRY.
Later Days,
~sam
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[16 Oct 2005|11:01pm] |
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Friday was everytime i die, haste the day, it dies today and emanuel ( whom didnt show up) The show was pretty rad, as i went down with my steve to the fun haus. Saw many people but didnt bother to day hi. Steve treated me to the show which was very sweet and he got me a shirt !! its pretty. After the show which was a very short set surprisingly we headed home with mike and we took the 77 to brampton.
I MUST SAY STAYING UP TILL 5 AM EATING PIZZA AND WATCHING THE NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS WAS ONE OF THE BEST DAYS OF MY LIFE. AT THE TIME I WAS FEELING SO IN LOVE AND SO HAPPY I HAVE NOT BEEN THAT HAPPY SINCE APRIL 16
WEIRD HOW ONE PERSON CAN MAKE YOUR LIFE SO COMPLETE.
Saterday was my 7th month anniversary plans got cancelled due to sleepins.. but what can u do walked around in teh cold it was kinda nice. Got back to thornhill and went to subway which has been craved for G-d knows how long.. mmmm *drools* sweet onion sauce ! cuddling wathing movies is sooooo cute i love it.
today doesnt go so well though, not feeling well plus other shitty things equals one sad and crappy girlie. Dammit i have school tomorrow.
Wish i could stay home with hot chocolate and eat cookies with my stephen for the day :(
Its a fricken sauna in my house ICE WATER is the greates invention.
later days
~sam
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[02 Oct 2005|10:48pm] |
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BRAMPTON GIRLS ARE FUCKING SLEAZEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. WHORES SHOULD ALL DIE *nods* ..... dunno where that came from but tis the truth. On a lighter note this weekend fucking owned. Steves show was awsome they played new song .... hung out with everyone who I have not seen since summer which was awsome. BRAMpTON CHICKS ARE ANNOYING .... alrighty im done
GOD I HATE BRAMpTON GIRLS.
Love love
Sam sam
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| Aint life grand ... and it is :) |
[25 Sep 2005|09:35pm] |
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A mini update for myself... things are really really good :)
School has started and i couldnt have better classes with better friends..thats always a plus.
Friends are good
School is good
Life is good
Some guys are assholes .... not my guy :)
I am more in love then ever
Sex is good
Cookies are now my favorite food ( possibly to change im just eating a really yummy coookie.)
Life is on track ... this time the right one :)
My puppy is cute ... scratch that my puppy is so FUCKING ADORABLE!!!!
...........as is STEVE <33333
Love love
SAM
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[05 Sep 2005|03:38pm] |
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Wow this summer was amazing
Highlights:
- met new freinds :)
- hung out with old freinds
- concerts... Amarith , silverstein, sounds of the underground, warped tour, misery signals, Eighteen visons, fear before teh march of flames, curl up and die..... oh so many more just mind is drawing a blank.
- so much food... Mandarin
- Movies
- niagra falls
- Sleepovers with Steve every night
- video games
- tim hortons
- getting my new puppy
- crazy truckers yelling for peeing on trucks.
- ardeines stalkers
xxxxxxinfanite memories.
Every day was sweet thanks to all who made this summer so memorable. <3's you to the max.
Now back to school i go.....
~sam sam
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[17 Aug 2005|10:57pm] |
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Wowweeeeeeeeeee fun fun summer times. Well to update i had much fun as warped tour passed all Steve's shows and countless other memories. However the other day err Saterday to be exact was the Mysery show in Burlington. After convincing me Steve draged my ass down all the way to Burly. Andrew came and picked us up from Steves house. I was pretty tired because well steves show was the night before. We went down to Square One where we ventured around and met up with Brooke ( only the cutest girl ever :)) Then took a bus all the way down to Port credit then a Go train where we didnt pay and some bus driver was yelling at me and ill i could reply was im from thornhill i dont know what ur talking about haha. We met up with le Brownie ( coolest kid) and took more buses till reaching hick town of the century Burlington. Ate subs then went to the venue where we saw marc with a c. Remembered him from grandmas taco show. got on the guest list. played some pool and then waited around while the bands did soundcheck. The show was pretty rad The black maria was shit though like always. Misery was pretty sick and D&D same with Life. Saw familaiar faces and jaret was there damn two dollars * shakes fist* After the show we go to the buses and find out our bus left at 11 02 and seeing how its past 12 that didnt work. so we met some other stranded kids and the crazy asian kid thats in all teh pits at every local show. and Guess what we camped out all night in a fricken bus station after hidinga all our bandanas from the gangsters roaming the streets. Oh and some creepy stalker man was stalking me and telling me how slim i looked plus steve puked from his giz begel. ewwwww Started to rain and drive by shootings dear god messed night. at 6 took the bus back to port credit took the bus from there to bramalea and then to thornhill to watch the puppy then me and steve fell asleep and he had a show at 4 in acton ( where the fuck is acton well you see its near chudleahs apple farm) so after waking up late we drove there with no sleep i had to drive steve all the way there and on stage he loses his voice. My poor boy is sick :( What an eventful night. Im gunna puke had my anniversay dinner with steve at le rainforest cafe mmmmmm *pukes* Friday hopefully downtown.. and Staerday the ex? i dunno whats going on anymore too tired tah tah.
Later days
~sam sam
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[02 Aug 2005|10:57pm] |
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A much anticipated entry ooolala.... The summer has been full of sleepovers, partying, and concerts. Eighteen visions was a while back. Fear before the march of flames were awsome so was curl up and die. and then the grand warped tour... Here it goes Saturday was warped so I got a ride down there with Steve waiting in a lot of fricken traffic might i say after three hours of driving we arrive at molson park. Line up was already in so we just walked through we got there at 12 pm which was intime for all teh good bands. Saw Hawthorne heights which was pretty cool because the sound was awsome. Fallout boy was a bad choice godamn they really do suck live they even needed silversteins help and got them to come scream for them. So we left to go catch the bled. Dillenger were amazing and atreyu actualy blew my fucking mind off. Atreyu was sooo good but i got blacked outw ith all the dirt in teh pit. Silverstein were ok his voice was off more then normal definitely not teh best i have seen them .A change of pace was actualy one of the best bands i saw there. Got some merch, ate some food, and met some really cool people. saw joel's sister. Andrew and brooke. Brownie who is by far the coolest kid. Hopefully seeing them at misery on the 13. Jon.. and all the other cool kids was a grand day. i love having my steve steve wraped around me watching bands. The scene crew has begun muahaha. Steve show at the warehouse on the 12. Misery on the 13. Boysnight out playing with steve on the 19th ( come one come all 7$)
Oh and i got my little puppy hes so cute and small. My birthday is in 4 days err i think yay. This summer has been so good i cant even describe and there is so much more left. Off to play with my puppy tah tah.
~sam sam
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| Summer update |
[17 Jul 2005|10:43pm] |
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Well two weeks into summer and its been dandy. Steve has been living at my house for two weeks. There was lots of shopping and shows. Anniversary was the best picnics, sandwiches, cupcakes and warped tour tickets yay. My room is finally clean and changed around a bit. I also cut my hair super short which is cool . Not too much cept for shows and sleep overs tomorro shall be an early get up and i want see steve for 4 days godamn that will be weird but i shall be busy any way. My puppy comes in two weeks and my birthday is in two and a half thsi summer is the best yet. *dances*
~sam sam
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[05 Jul 2005|11:02am] |
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What an unbeliveable weekend.... Friday was Canada day and Steves show ... they played unbeilivably i was soo amazed. I think i drooled when the clean vocals came on and my man was screaming in the back ( bows down to steve steve) We went to try and watch fireworks downtown but found out we were in the wrong place so we finally get home eat FOOD and watch tv all night and talk. Saterday we went down for a BBQ in brampton with everyone then yet another fun fun sleepover. Sunday steve slept over again so we could get up early for sounds of the underground. Sounds of the underground was pretty decent. Poison the well, Every time I die, and Norma Jean were awsome From Autumn to Ashes didnt even play which kinda pissed me off. But i got lots of free merch and signed ticket and oh the funness of it all. I lucked out free ticket thanks for the early b day gift, and free merch yay im insanely cheap. I havnt showered in 6 days i smell like concerts, sex, and how one normaly should smell after 6 days ewww, so off i am to shower away. YAY this weeks shows will be good.
TTFN
~sam sam
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[30 Jun 2005|11:03pm] |
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Well yet another week has passed. The weekend was so good, Steve had yet another show in Brampton and they did very well we biked for an hour in the boilingness of a damn heatwave and i almost passed out. Hung out with Jeret, Greg, Dan, Spencer and Zee Steve what awsome kids and so talented. Stephen slept over saterday and we had a party and ate lots of pancakes. Met lots of random people. Steve show last night was insane me and Doris went down to Brampton for 5 pm and we walked to Gregs got a lift to the venue hung out ate soft serve ice cream. AFter the show me steve and doris walked to get water from a gas station and i offered to pay for steve and i held out my 5 bucks and steve held out his and the guy at the cash took both our monies and we were liek can we have it back he said no and steves liek give me my fucking money and then knocked over all the waters on the table and spit on teh guy and he locked him in the store set teh alarms and said he was calling the cops it was really fucked up. After that some fat bitch walks by yelles thirteen at me and i almost jumped the fucker next show im throwing down and steve spit on her. Not so much a great night last night but Canada day will be soo good and this weekend its puppy time *dances*. I cant get over how good this summerw is going to be and it begins now. Law is fucked up better not be getting expelled or ill just well i dont kow what ill do but damn. On the brightside so many things comming up starting with steves show tomorro come one come all ... and Sounds of the Underground i honestly have teh greatest freinds ever yay for early presents :) tah tah
Sam Sam
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[20 Jun 2005|06:01pm] |
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Well exams are starting in two days godamn. I need to buckel my ass down and study study... yea right. Luckily I only have three exams I did drama and got 100% sweet deal. Math, English, Law await me boourns to that. Im looking forward to the summer immensely. Lots of concerts, friends, parties, my birthday, and quality time with my Steve Steve <3. I think it will be splendid. Expeirencing new things this summer with the one I love shall be grand. Overall the school year has been very fun, learned somestuff, got closer to friends, met zee boy and accomplished some goals. I couldnt be more content with the way things are going. Oh and I heard a joke today which i didnt get but was ammused... what do you call a fish without an eye...... ........... FSH hahaha alright not funny and cant be written out ..so sew me .
Later Days
<3 sam sam
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| and it begins again ... |
[07 Jun 2005|09:41pm] |
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I have decided to start a new live journal because the last one was made long ago and i since then have changed alot in my life. Things for me are really good and i couldnt ask for more. Yay for happy pandas. Teenage years are looking up and I have freinds and family to thank. May the rest of my posts be filled with countless memories and good times... haha plus the occasional rants cause after all its a journal.
Later Days
<3 sam sam
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